When life teaches you things that you never wanted to experience

Sometimes life becomes so hard that you don’t know how to react to the certain situations that came your way. You feel trapped inside your own thoughts! and when you thought things are getting better, BOOOOM! You are trapped yet again!
“Life is a complete roller-coaster” you realize this phrase is actually true when life hits you hard on the face, and in that situation you become completely numb and quite, entering in your own world. During this time, other people think that you are just having mood swings or having a bad day, but no one notices the sadness behind your fake smile. You feel like crying every day without knowing that when it will end. It’s like you want to share your feelings so badly with someone and the other minute you just want to be alone in one corner in your room trying to calm yourself down. However, nothing changes!!

You feel all alone even when everyone is around you. Some say it’s the struggle that counts which will pump you up to fight each day, but it becomes worse by each passing day.
Some people will walk with you in your difficult times while some other will just laugh at your situation or some will try to maintain a distance from you.
In one moment you want to be positive, thinking that everything will be fine and you will keep trying to achieve your goal but when your dream shatters knowing that no one is there with whom you can share your achievements and sorrows that’s when you realize life is actually very hard.!!
Everyone around you try to make you understand that you know be positive , read a book , go for a walk but you don’t know how to start or should I say when to start. People will provide you with the options on how to be happy and have happy thoughts, but they don’t know you are being trapped in your own thoughts. Therefore, the big question is HOW CAN YOU ESCAPE FROM YOUR OWN THOUGHTS! YOUR OWN LIFE?